Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Toddler-oo

I don't want a murmuring marmite
I don't want a simmering thought
I don't believe in twopenny karma
cause everything I opine is wrong
I don't care what people think
I just want to eat candy and drink
I want to pull the hair of mean girls
and make them fistfight their catalogues
of worth, and ranking, and skirts
I want to demolish dustbins and doorsteps
in an act childlike and gratuitous
I want to bathe again in sentient violence
created solely for and by my pupils
I don't want to mind the gap
I don't want to look right, look left
I don't wish to be circumspect
I just don't want to be babysat
I want to earn a noble life
by clamoring nonsensicalities
that idiots could probably elevate
into gold-mine diktat rhetoric
I want to wage my own self
on my own principles, and desist
from clinging to fabrications and cheap idyll
I don't want to crash and burn
I don't want to twist my turns
I don't want to be a bore
but I just can't fathom my soul
therefore in unmitigated manifest
I am unable to confess
my chores, my plight, my lack of address
my speech, complete, in disinterest
I don't know if it's verifiably for sure
but I'll need a nut-wing cardigan
fairly soon
In the sombre hypothesis
That I intend to drift back to mute stasis
where guards sift through whistling chicks
their intoxication drifting about
Absent liquor oxygen tumors
And then I'll want like everyone else
without question the invaluable excess
of all this we call ours
but are mere prisms to our cellotaped existence
I wish to perpetrate a feast
without tangible release
and I may sink and stick to my manners
sharpened by tools of arts past.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Mono-Scylla-Beak

THE/ HOUSE/ WHERE/ I/ GREW/ UP/ HAD/ WALLS/ THE/ SHAPE/ OF/ CLAWS/ AND/ FOR/ MY/ WEE/ FOOL/ CHILD/ ELF/ I/ COULD/ NOT/ FOR/ THE/ LIFE/ OF/ ME/ FIND/ LOVE/ PEACE/ OR/ SLEEP/ IN/ THAT/ FIST/ OF/ A/ PLACE/ AS/ IF/ IT/ WERE/ A/ CLUTCH/ ON/ MY/ BRAIN/ AND/ HELD/ BACK/ AT/ MY/ THROAT/ ALL/ THAT/ I/ COULD/ BE/ IF/ I/ JUST/ TOOK/ THAT/ ONE/ STIFLE/ OFF/ AND/ OUT/ AND/ BREATHED/ AS/ I/ STEP/ FAST/ OUTT/A THE/ DOOR///

ONE/ DAY/ I/ WILL/ GROW/ UP/ TO/ BE/ A/ GIANT/ CAUSE/ GREEN/ BEANS/ AND/ CORN/ GIVE/ BACK/ THE/ REIGN/ OF/ MY/ CORE/ CHANT/ OF/ A/ SOUL///

THIS/ EVE/ WE/ CHANT/ IN/ DEATH/ THAT/ HAS/ BEEN/ KILLED/ BY/ ITS/ SELF/ YES/ I/ DO/ CHEAT/ ON/ THESE/ TIMES/ WHERE/ SOUNDS/ COME/ AND/ GO/ LIKE/ 

VERTIGO//

SO/ I/ SPACE/ OUT/ THE/ DESK/ OF/ MY/ PROW-ESS/ THE/ DAME/ OF/ GRAND 

MANIFEST/

CAUSE/ I/ AM/ A/ WORD/ A/ WORM/ OF/ CUNT/ STRESS/ BOWED/ DOWN/ TO/ THE
/ MAP/ OF/ THE/ MIND/ THAT/ WE/ LOST/ IN/ THE/ MIST/ OF/ TRUTH/ STAGED/ BY /SAD/ TAIL/ LIGHTS//

satellite stalactites will solely redeem our siamese parasites from sickeningly lusting each other warmonger out.

Pro-Nombre

Dondé està 
the other pen
the one that skis across pages
as I slide onto the precipice
of headache sugar-waves

- This is mine,
I got a haddock
upstairs in my mind,
it looks like a lawyer
and tastes of cherry.

I don't need to wish upon my transience
to pursue my ambience,
I'm on a train !
a loco motive pacing down
springsteenian highways
in my illusion of faith
catatonised parallel
to catastrophic gradual
dishevelment
of civil patience.

I have these days
without any sort of catalogues human denominator
I wonder here
on these seats congested with previous depositor rears
and derelict early party growls
If I should dine indeed
flirting with she
turning into a feast
celebratory descent
of control over this
unfinished pages
and calumnious entrances.

Farce One, Face Off

But who cares, really
who cares, who does
put the other before 
the self,
and shows
the other cheek
who does,
who migrates
out,
of self gravitational
habitat,
and mind
half shut
with their weary
eye socket
combusted with dire
desire -

who cares, 
who does,
about the rhetoric
of mammoth mammal
mathematics
no one does
everyone dies,
and in the interim of life
who doesn't just gaze,
listen, speak empty
utterances
smile, too often 
tired, too little
time, for our cause, 
our centipede thoughts,
for our shenanigans,
us spoilt rugrats
and discontent malfrats,
us specimens
of our own making -

Who cares
when you may sink into hedonism
or see refuge in knowledge,
always is an infrastructure,
to shape sense out
of sacrilegious acts, 
with or without God,
gender, clause, or sector
in which to compartment
our selves neat,
no hay palabras
there are only sounds
that beg crave ask condemn -

Who are we
ludicrous animals,
we seek pleasure before justice
we disappear into folly masks
never look back
seldom reconsider
that we are just Men,
never sole fated
to be absolute sinners.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Waste Turn Pickpockets

We are a warm gun
escaped from the oven
of blistered benediction
and alarm noise

We are the sullen
convicted through filtered ploys
set to debase our transience
sank in arrest, of youth, from semblance.

We are a bludgeon
that flies across native regions
of our semi sketched caricatures
to crush the pulp of veinous mastery.

We are happiness
when we desist from our presence
and command to fruition
intolerable prose that evades us.